i had a "TOP- techniques to optimize performance" session with colonel choisay, and my only homework for it is to think of my past successes so the next session i can do mental projection of myself. god dammit it's really difficult to think of past successes. is it that i'm not successful, or is it that i need to lower the standard to find a successful moment i've had in life?

my review board is on next monday. i hope it'll be good.